Halloween

With this blog post, the light of my world is gone thus. But should it be a big deal? It's Halloween after all. Monsters are supposed to roam the night XD.. I'm packing my scissors and anything sharp to bed tonight.


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Welcome to Acerbia.

I had, for a while, to live by this code of neutrality. It's part of living in Acerbia, a little country landlocked (and encircled) in the middle of Greater Pervertia, Bimbotia, and the Flagrancis Ultima Publius Demonstratum of Arcadia. It is as follows:

"I am a patron of this play, however unwilling, not an actor. I may cheer the cast, the stage itself is forbidden to me." - Well said by a fellow cynic.

I am loath of my greatest gift, likewise. Clue: it's got to do with life.

I lift my teacup and say: Cheers to new light, should i be blessed such.

If not... there is still a big empty house with a Victorian study to look forward to sequestering myself within. for eternity... fo shame, and fo knowledge and more fine tea.

I'm thinking of a poem to be released... My blend of 18th century Romantic and Gothic mixed together.

garan no dou

---and she said.

If you are willing to take in anything
You'll never be wounded.
Anything that you don't fit.
Anything that you don't like.
Anything that you don't allow.
If you take in anything without reacting
You'll never be wounded.


If you are willing to reject everything
You'll only be wounded.
Everything that you fit.
Everything that you like.
Everything that you dream.
If you reject everything without a sacrifice
You'll only be wounded.





A gap between two hearts.
Unable to both affirm and deny.
Between them, there is nothing.
Between them, there is I.





/Void Shrine
Copyright Kinoko Nasu, Type-Moon

A hollow shrine.



"The fact that you are empty means that you can fill that emptiness with as much as you want. You happy person, where's a better future than that?"

Somebody tell me if it's true.

--- I know that the hole punched in my chest can't be filled with things like that, but right now, I don't want to do anything else. Because...

if it is what you say it is. if it is what you say it is, then shouldn't you stop before countless lives are lost?

letters from iwo jima. wonderful show, but very sad. the horrors you see...

At least i don't quite think it is what you say it is. i categorise them differently, but i guess it can't be helped that i'm cruel.

of molotovs and driving

left to ferment, hopeless romantics become yanderes.

I always thought it was cool to drive a jaguar. never changed. haha. i could try guessing the cars that friends would get for themselves... and many drivers tailgate yo from time to time.

five

many fives. one on this other side. and five times a hundred here. sigh. makes perfect sense. i think. so....many...parallels....

fun stuff.

too...

yes yes.

何を選ぶか?


そして私選ぶためにか,剣、か斧、またはナイフか?

not living it down

I could not read that down without feeling some kind of hurt... its not fair. yes. i remember still. it was... it was.... never mind. nobody really wants to hear, no? To fawn, promises must be broken... how enlightening. nobody to eat their heart out save mine. does everything just break and die just in front of my eyes? I came, I saw, I had a fit. I wanted to kill.

Yet again, another quiz proves me so.....


These Characters are often as loving,caring, gentle, innocent, and delicate. Yet, when their love for someone is rejected or if another person gets in the way of their love. They start to display a more obsessive and/or psychotic side of their personality. Often attempting to get rid of or even kill the person they loved and/or the person or thing who came between their love. At times will even commit suicide. A tsundere are almost considered the opposite of a Yandere character. Ex: Katsura Kotonoha and Saionji Sekai from School Days, Fuyou Kaede from SHUFFLE!, Sonozaki Shion from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, and Lucy from Elfen Lied are some examples of this growing character type.

birthday luck

happy birthday sandra!! best of birthday luck for all the other papers! and hopefully it spreads to the rest too...

Good grief!

Good gorgeous (and i really mean gorgeous) grief! I can't live with this. I can't live this down like that... I think i am becoming a male version of yandere...

Axe-crazy, to boot. I saw the trigger. And how much could people be right? Its the good old trigonometrical tactic employed all over again. Solve the equation. Hypotenuse is right there. It's waiting... for an axe or a knife.

I've just been welcomed into the yandere club. How sweet is that?