makes for 51 posts now...
I don't know what i should do with this long weekend... What with all this C & B and being so high-strung this whole week....I seem to be losing my 'life', making me no-life le..... that is not good. jiu ming. ahh..... i need to get a life this weekend.
Weightless clothes are useless, as some agree.
But who said anything about medieval?
When a look of disdain you cast, think it thru;
cos you might change your mind later. And not regret.
Praise severity worn outside but not in heart.
As a chilli scorches, thats how things go - nature.
Thank God for it, curse only when you stray off nature.
To my friends i pray: suffer not more than i did. Bless ya'll -
As the curtain closes so must my words - and another thing else.
Maybe not...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Here's to violet-haired blog guardians.
1 week ago, i thought i needed to hide my stuff. I didn't have to. Now, one week later, I do need to hide my stuff. And hide it well. My phone, now needs to be used to minimum when my dad is around. How do the days go with more and more bad luck, faster than a tongue can lash a single four letter word. How do the rules at home get so strict, over an ia?
But, i have planned in advance. It's hidden away, all my stuff. But, i guess. My dad won't consider a 5-inch+ tall figurine of a violet-haired girl in a tube-dress an 'unnecessary distraction on the same level as smsing/watching anime' or anything right? so i guess my Rider figurine can still stand proud next to the comp. Nor will he seem to care about a blonde knight girl on my desk haha. *triumphs* Cheers to Rider, guardian of my blog wahahah...!
Can't say that i'm that bad off, if i can make up for it with tactical brain power, and God's love. Optimism, very charming. a gift may it be, even to cynical and disillusioned people like myself. I like it.
But, i have planned in advance. It's hidden away, all my stuff. But, i guess. My dad won't consider a 5-inch+ tall figurine of a violet-haired girl in a tube-dress an 'unnecessary distraction on the same level as smsing/watching anime' or anything right? so i guess my Rider figurine can still stand proud next to the comp. Nor will he seem to care about a blonde knight girl on my desk haha. *triumphs* Cheers to Rider, guardian of my blog wahahah...!
Can't say that i'm that bad off, if i can make up for it with tactical brain power, and God's love. Optimism, very charming. a gift may it be, even to cynical and disillusioned people like myself. I like it.
Monday, April 27, 2009
I hate mondays.
Its all about the money, isn't it? Screw materialism. I will never call myself a successful person if I were to do some science crap and then go on to be an asshole father and husband. I will call myself a success, if only I were to deviate totally from the sick family-raising 'values' I experienced. Regardless of what career I take. I might do science, yes, or a humans. But that will not change how I view success, according to the How-Much-Of-An-Asshole-To-Your-Family-Are-You? Index. I will quote sick puppies on you, the song to damn all that is valued in Asian civilised culture. Confucius, eat your heart out. The old ones of this age no longer know truly what you have taught. No parent deserves the full rights over every part of their children's life, much as respect was concerned. Respect, as thought by Kong Zi, must always flow both ways. A parent's desire to correct a child must be done with consideration and respct for his or her well-being. Self-righteousness, not at all. I don't believe in self-righeous stuff. You are not always correct you know... Suspicions that I have dishonoured my parents with lack of effort in studies due to a girlfriend? *spits* Turns out, knowing nothing at all about my personal life, of what really happened.
Mongolia ftw. Attila the Hun. Nobody matches to him in his spirit. He lived, simply for himself. Freedom, a dream of that portion of mankind who isn't afraid. A dream i see, in Mongolia.
Here's a heroic couplet, sorta... In honour of... Something i guess.
And so they retreated to Mongolia of which none knows in excess.
To Mongolia where a Gorgon reigns as princess.
Mongolia ftw. Attila the Hun. Nobody matches to him in his spirit. He lived, simply for himself. Freedom, a dream of that portion of mankind who isn't afraid. A dream i see, in Mongolia.
Here's a heroic couplet, sorta... In honour of... Something i guess.
And so they retreated to Mongolia of which none knows in excess.
To Mongolia where a Gorgon reigns as princess.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
One weekend, over. Haizz
More ia. Damn. Just for once I'd like to see it flushed down a toilet and stuff. But that would get me in trouble with my dad (for clogging up the pipes) and my teachers(for obvious reasons no?).
At least, i found my ee books that i need, so a good thing liao. Its good for some poeple when they can come to terms with their past, don't it? I need help remembering what i need to do...
At least, i found my ee books that i need, so a good thing liao. Its good for some poeple when they can come to terms with their past, don't it? I need help remembering what i need to do...
Friday, April 24, 2009
11pm, local time; 2am, Ishige's time
Know what? miracles do happen. Wootx.
Chem test got postponed, buying me more time to study. yay. yay. yay some more. It was nap time in the afternoon when i got back, but i'm sleepy again. Do our weekends even exist? Bleah, i need to skive some work to relax. Don't care liao. Plan to write/draw tmr morn. if not i might just go crazy.
Anyway -
Pretty song. watch if u must. anybody wants it, then i will send it over. Listen to it, and think yourself to a dreamy sleep. (WARNING:RESULTS WILL VARY) Good night...
Chem test got postponed, buying me more time to study. yay. yay. yay some more. It was nap time in the afternoon when i got back, but i'm sleepy again. Do our weekends even exist? Bleah, i need to skive some work to relax. Don't care liao. Plan to write/draw tmr morn. if not i might just go crazy.
Anyway -
Pretty song. watch if u must. anybody wants it, then i will send it over. Listen to it, and think yourself to a dreamy sleep. (WARNING:RESULTS WILL VARY) Good night...
Thursday, April 23, 2009
plz no more liao
I am feeling so very not up to standard. So full.... Gah. More caseetokia. I dont want anymore.... plz. Chem test tmr, and i am dead. again. Or do miracles happen? There are some things i have to be thankful for, anyway. Really. Optimism, always the charm.
All done out of boredom:
1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,B
W
2. Are you single?
yes.
3. What is your favourite number?
11, 12 or 14
4. What is your favourite color?
Black, or gold.
5. Least favourite color?
toxic green. Like fungus sorta green
6. What are you listening to now?
Sky chord
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Likey,
8. Are you involved with anyone?
ahh. no.
9. What is your favourite subject in school?
ENG/HIST FTW
11. Do you have money?
im broke.
12. Where do you wish you were right now?
Mongolia, riding non-stop.
13. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? and what would it be?
hmm. on forearm, with rider's symbol.
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
easier said than done
Can you do a cart wheel?
no
Can you touch your toes?
Yes
Can you wiggle your ears?
No
Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
doable,
THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
Yes.....
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
never.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?
never.
THE DOs:
Do you like roller coasters?
hmm. sorta.
Do you own a bike?
once,yes.
Do you play the lotto?
no
Do you like watching football?
its long enough to drop me.
THE DOES:
Does your wallet have any pics in it?
yes.
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
ehh. forgot.
Last car ride?
3 days ago.
Last baby you held?
2 years ago, my nehpew.
LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?
a slurpee
What was the last thing you had drink?
some wierd herbal tingy.
What was the last thing you watched?
music video.
What was the last thing you read?
chemistry. argh
What was the last thing your hand wrote?
math.
THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
my mum
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
my class.
Last person to leave you a comment?
yeah, my teachers.
Who do you miss right now?
my bro,maybe.
Who last hugged you?
well, TRIED TO, but did not, was serene.
CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing?
blue
Have any tattoos?
nah.
Have you any piercings?
nope.
Straight hair or curly?
wavy.
Where are you right now?
Home.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class test?
Not too long ago.
Sang in front of a crowd?
well, after pe today, in front of a crowd of 4 ppl.
THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship? no
2. Want a relationship? not too soon....or not.
3. Wanna get married? could be..
FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. CASEETOKIA
2. Chem test arrrgh.
3. panic.
4. regret.
When was the last time you really laughed?
maybe some days ago.
Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
not too often
Who knows a big secret about you?
i dunno.
How long is your hair?
short
When was the last time you sang out loud?
Today
What did you have for breakfast?
A slice of bread.
Is your birthday on a holiday?
No.
What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN
Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?
signed on, but nobody.
Can you cook?
Yea
Did you have a nap today?
in chinese.
What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
erm giordano i think.
Do you have any regrets?
Yea, a lot.
Do you use an alarm clock?
ya
Where was your default Facebook picture taken?
it was a scan.
What's the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
maybe height.
Who would you like to see right now?
a psychologist.
Are you a social or antisocial person?
social yet antisocial.
Have the cops ever come to your house?
not yet....
Do you have a tan?
natural, thank genetics. yuk.
Ever had braces?
no thankfully.
Are you afraid of the dark?
enough to sleep with a stick nearby.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
yea.
What's your favourite commercial at the moment?
i hate commercials anyway.
Do you always wear your seat belt?
sometimes.
Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?
takes a long time for things to go away.
Do you like American Idol?
boring...
How do you feel about piercings and tattoo?
not bothered for any.
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
It depends
What is your favorite fruit?
apples maybe.
Does anyone love you?
shouldn't be.
Where is one place you want to visit?
Kyoto.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
done that before.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
NITE FTW
Are you a forgiving person?
maybe too much of a forgiving person.
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
No
Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence?
some guy at the bus stop.
Are you taller than 5'6?
ya
Ever threw up?
Yes
Ever had a crush on a teacher?
yucks no.
Ever been punched in the face?
Yes
Ever punch someone?
Yes
thanks everybody. good night.
All done out of boredom:
1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,B
W
2. Are you single?
yes.
3. What is your favourite number?
11, 12 or 14
4. What is your favourite color?
Black, or gold.
5. Least favourite color?
toxic green. Like fungus sorta green
6. What are you listening to now?
Sky chord
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Likey,
8. Are you involved with anyone?
ahh. no.
9. What is your favourite subject in school?
ENG/HIST FTW
11. Do you have money?
im broke.
12. Where do you wish you were right now?
Mongolia, riding non-stop.
13. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? and what would it be?
hmm. on forearm, with rider's symbol.
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
easier said than done
Can you do a cart wheel?
no
Can you touch your toes?
Yes
Can you wiggle your ears?
No
Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
doable,
THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
Yes.....
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
never.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?
never.
THE DOs:
Do you like roller coasters?
hmm. sorta.
Do you own a bike?
once,yes.
Do you play the lotto?
no
Do you like watching football?
its long enough to drop me.
THE DOES:
Does your wallet have any pics in it?
yes.
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
ehh. forgot.
Last car ride?
3 days ago.
Last baby you held?
2 years ago, my nehpew.
LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?
a slurpee
What was the last thing you had drink?
some wierd herbal tingy.
What was the last thing you watched?
music video.
What was the last thing you read?
chemistry. argh
What was the last thing your hand wrote?
math.
THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
my mum
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
my class.
Last person to leave you a comment?
yeah, my teachers.
Who do you miss right now?
my bro,maybe.
Who last hugged you?
well, TRIED TO, but did not, was serene.
CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing?
blue
Have any tattoos?
nah.
Have you any piercings?
nope.
Straight hair or curly?
wavy.
Where are you right now?
Home.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class test?
Not too long ago.
Sang in front of a crowd?
well, after pe today, in front of a crowd of 4 ppl.
THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship? no
2. Want a relationship? not too soon....or not.
3. Wanna get married? could be..
FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. CASEETOKIA
2. Chem test arrrgh.
3. panic.
4. regret.
When was the last time you really laughed?
maybe some days ago.
Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
not too often
Who knows a big secret about you?
i dunno.
How long is your hair?
short
When was the last time you sang out loud?
Today
What did you have for breakfast?
A slice of bread.
Is your birthday on a holiday?
No.
What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN
Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?
signed on, but nobody.
Can you cook?
Yea
Did you have a nap today?
in chinese.
What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
erm giordano i think.
Do you have any regrets?
Yea, a lot.
Do you use an alarm clock?
ya
Where was your default Facebook picture taken?
it was a scan.
What's the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
maybe height.
Who would you like to see right now?
a psychologist.
Are you a social or antisocial person?
social yet antisocial.
Have the cops ever come to your house?
not yet....
Do you have a tan?
natural, thank genetics. yuk.
Ever had braces?
no thankfully.
Are you afraid of the dark?
enough to sleep with a stick nearby.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
yea.
What's your favourite commercial at the moment?
i hate commercials anyway.
Do you always wear your seat belt?
sometimes.
Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?
takes a long time for things to go away.
Do you like American Idol?
boring...
How do you feel about piercings and tattoo?
not bothered for any.
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
It depends
What is your favorite fruit?
apples maybe.
Does anyone love you?
shouldn't be.
Where is one place you want to visit?
Kyoto.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
done that before.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
NITE FTW
Are you a forgiving person?
maybe too much of a forgiving person.
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
No
Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence?
some guy at the bus stop.
Are you taller than 5'6?
ya
Ever threw up?
Yes
Ever had a crush on a teacher?
yucks no.
Ever been punched in the face?
Yes
Ever punch someone?
Yes
thanks everybody. good night.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
HHOGOB
btw, the title is the acronym for a song. about hitler. i am so random.
Much better.
I learnt something, not very long ago. Its from other's experience. I'd have come very very close to something similar, but thankfully not. Thanks. Anyway, it was different for me, yeah. Glad. Phew. Barf.
Nothing much to complain about today, fufufu, that means a bunch'a hapy readers then. I have managed to come up with some stuff for my novel, but i have this to say still:
Still blocked.
Much better.
I learnt something, not very long ago. Its from other's experience. I'd have come very very close to something similar, but thankfully not. Thanks. Anyway, it was different for me, yeah. Glad. Phew. Barf.
Nothing much to complain about today, fufufu, that means a bunch'a hapy readers then. I have managed to come up with some stuff for my novel, but i have this to say still:
Still blocked.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Yeah-yeah, part 2 aka Unlimited Home Works
I am back. No diabolical doctors can stop me. Ah well, i say. I'm not quite good for appetite today so, I'm not really into the mood for eats. But for a sentence escaped, i say: SO WORTH IT MAN! to think i had to hide my psp and phone. I dont need to now! Thats the faith for ya. Woots.
But, i cant believe all this mess, this C and B, was caused by IA. No tokens for the guess lah. IA. The Insane Asswipe-stuff. Nah, oh heck. Putting this straight, IA, you are the Holocaust in paper form. Seriously. CAS, is the Great Flood of Noah, in paper form, that literally floods you. And TOK is like Fat Man and Little Boy given form in paper. Superweapons ahoy. TMD, i am so sick of talking about this every day.
Need to draw.... A Cute couple....
But, i cant believe all this mess, this C and B, was caused by IA. No tokens for the guess lah. IA. The Insane Asswipe-stuff. Nah, oh heck. Putting this straight, IA, you are the Holocaust in paper form. Seriously. CAS, is the Great Flood of Noah, in paper form, that literally floods you. And TOK is like Fat Man and Little Boy given form in paper. Superweapons ahoy. TMD, i am so sick of talking about this every day.
Need to draw.... A Cute couple....
Yeah-yeah
The request, no, command was irrevocable and absolute. I knew that was an immediate death sentence. The rest looked on, knowing that I was to be made an example. I knew of that, but i knew something else too, that alone gave me courage to continue standing, and glaring in silent defiance. And hence, the numbers of death went off, one by one. Exchange of thoughtful and repressive words. Shock(?) and anger. The death sentence has just been set.
To add to this, imagine somebody who resembles the WItch from L4D in both personality and looks. Freaky, no? I got to take the heat, again. What an attitude problem, this reluctant zombie witch. She'd make en excellent challenge for Medusa to fight. Speaking of which, i might draw another pic of her, but first I need to finish that romance sketch that I want to do. What a cute couple.
As i look to my looming sentence, I have no regrets or fear. I will just come back cos God is faithful. Something is certainly different from the other times I have been thru with death sentences and stuff. Cos i'm walking by faith. I'm not scared this time.
I will see you all, and maybe give a nice suprise of sum'fin. Doesn't faith of God rock?
To add to this, imagine somebody who resembles the WItch from L4D in both personality and looks. Freaky, no? I got to take the heat, again. What an attitude problem, this reluctant zombie witch. She'd make en excellent challenge for Medusa to fight. Speaking of which, i might draw another pic of her, but first I need to finish that romance sketch that I want to do. What a cute couple.
As i look to my looming sentence, I have no regrets or fear. I will just come back cos God is faithful. Something is certainly different from the other times I have been thru with death sentences and stuff. Cos i'm walking by faith. I'm not scared this time.
I will see you all, and maybe give a nice suprise of sum'fin. Doesn't faith of God rock?
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Just my imagination,
The drone,no, disturbances of the foreign voices, the voices of hate, of discord, of disapporval, They can be blocked out - ableit with much effort. I don't really see myself as being that much an expert in that, and some can indeed attest to it.
But, I'm thankful for the blessign of my imagination. What is it? It's the source of everything I create, what i want to create as well. Just as much a fortress from the angry voices from home. Imagine a garden, one of those Japanese walled gardens, at night. And reading stuff under the moonlight - Thats touching, thats nature as it should be best appreciated. I wonder how ppl like nature in the form of muddy rainforests. I will get that too, butI'd hope it passes quick.
Imagination, thank you.
But, I'm thankful for the blessign of my imagination. What is it? It's the source of everything I create, what i want to create as well. Just as much a fortress from the angry voices from home. Imagine a garden, one of those Japanese walled gardens, at night. And reading stuff under the moonlight - Thats touching, thats nature as it should be best appreciated. I wonder how ppl like nature in the form of muddy rainforests. I will get that too, butI'd hope it passes quick.
Imagination, thank you.
No fun first, then no studying
Believe me if I say, I'm dying.
C'mon, look! Im soooo bored. Yadda-yadda, i know i should be studying but seriously! I need to relac myself. My philosophy says this: No fun first, then no studying! Im going back to erm, lets see, my primary school habit of reading a heck lot. but I have nothing really nice or new to read.... Plus I'm blocked, so i can't even make my own books. And annoying bugs keep buzzing around my head each time i try to draw. I wont draw on my bed, unless I like having eraser bits on my pillow and stuff.
I'm dying, that is; for a good read. Help me out here plzz.
C'mon, look! Im soooo bored. Yadda-yadda, i know i should be studying but seriously! I need to relac myself. My philosophy says this: No fun first, then no studying! Im going back to erm, lets see, my primary school habit of reading a heck lot. but I have nothing really nice or new to read.... Plus I'm blocked, so i can't even make my own books. And annoying bugs keep buzzing around my head each time i try to draw. I wont draw on my bed, unless I like having eraser bits on my pillow and stuff.
I'm dying, that is; for a good read. Help me out here plzz.
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